|
THE HEALING
Tonight we cross the river The soft plains of west Mayo spread out to the left All you tell me, is weighted in meaning Your rushed words spilling into my pool Over the edges of memory they pass
As I take in each one, but can’t promise/ I’ll remember For there is no order to memory Unlike, the large river stones/ that glisten/ And are smooth from age We sew the jagged edges of healing together, as best we can
Now with the shore beneath our feet And pulling towards the damp grass I feel your feminine mind seeking assurance, a continuation Yet all I possess is, your hand in mine The sketched out-line of these hills The moving towards..feeling.. Your company
There is nothing we can take away from this landscape Nothing to give back We are what we have become, for the change has already occured Passing through the quietness The gift is in noticing, all that is given The holding of each second in still life
-----
THE HILL OF WOMEN There are no answers here, only history Distance, clefted stone/ moss on a green bed of ritual
A priest in earthly attire Places two bones respectfully Side by side No one moves in the faint light All watch quietly The flat stone hacked from the mountain Will serve as an alter
The man bending over it Reaches for grass, animal fat, straw, Far off in a forest a hunted creature calls Another echo’s in return The priest beckons And the crowd make way A figure is carried forward on two heavy wet branches. Later, she will be buried in the hill of women A journey over water to Omey Island It is said, should a man be placed in the ground The earth would reject his body But her place will be the damp earth A chambers to fold its arms around her life
-----
THE BOG OF CEIDE
Here the nights are truly clear And the stars alive and burning Above the black water And the ice real, crackling Beneath my boots
In this wide open land, Cold and silent, as secerative as a distant hill
I move as a thief must, Over the red brown skin of the bog
The freezing air coats the ground And a white mist hangs suspended Like a wet cloth hung out to dry
Low flying Geese skirt noisily over the bog As they have for centuries Followed by hunters, taking them down one by one.. I imagine a dwelling close by The bleating of animals, The slaughtered hanging over a pail. Children shivering, huddled around a fire. Their smoke-filled eyes alert to every sound
A horde rampages through the hills Then sits down to gorge on fresh meat Huts burn, and the last remaining people Are herded into the bog. Till quietness returns with the dark
This bog was once a holy place, both functional and burial ground An underworld deity, that swallowed up the living And dead alike Here, I will pass with respect, knowing, That strenght lies, not only with endurance But in the ability to keep faith with the unseen
-----
April
April came and with it the promise of things to come Children playing in the park/ an over-heated city The crush of the shopping crowds/ and yet the first crop of spring brought a restless season in Of relentless waves breaking/ and then rebreaking The shreding of solitude/the old familiar gestures A glimse of a passing face. ..
As we walked out towards the coast The sea before us, the city behind edging towards each other silently. I saw you smile, in your knowing way A soft rain blew across the strand As we passed in the days of April
-----
WINTER
Winter has set in And the swallows have long gone south There is a quietness about the house We feel it in our bones The air is thick with it Our conversation suffers from it Logs burn in the hearth Smoke hisses down Outside it is raining Wind roughens up the trees Silver stiffened leaves Hurry about the garden And brush against the glass It is night Night breathes on the house Like winter We turn our eyes to eachother Then towards the crackling fire and stare
-----
THE CHASE
As a woman/ on the run After love You refused to give ground on regained freedom So I took you among the briars and placeed oak leaves in your hair Leaned warm breath on your face Cleared a bed with Alder branches And pulled you towards the cold earth But you were unresponsive As a stone. As a soul during transmigration You hissed hollow voiced at me Your vow upset the trees that listened And caused thrushes to find the air We stayed awake both night and day Waiting for the other to drop guard and sleep You bound your ankle to a root and said: it's growing will keep me awake My pulse is beating with it's pulse So keep away, least its tongue should strike you |